suddenly
felt so helpless in my sitituation dont know what to do no one to find and felt so helpless. but what can i do?? gave up my life... i started to hate the things around me i feel that there is no one that i can trust nw.
all the friends nw are starting to leave me i am now lonely in my life .... what have i done to have this type of retribution. leading this type of life. wasnt supported by anything i did no freedom and nth i have ?? ppl always envious abt this abt that what i envious abt is to have a caring family and also to have a good friend which can be my listening ear is that realli veri hard to come true ??
telling public abt all this in the end spam by ppl who i dont know.....my brother advice me to make it private to stop the thing ...
the feeling nw was depressed and i have no mood for doing anything ... i even cant get into sleep so well ..... also hoping to quit school... and g for other school
hoping to be alone in a new world without any worries
Friday, April 17, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
one week review
haha this week nth happen much jus lesson lesson and lesson 2 more weeks to mine medical check up.
went for ncc hq parade letting me learn alot of things and make alot of frends which i think they can be trust here are some picture:
Sunday, April 5, 2009
dun create trouble
DEAR troublemakers
please stop messing up my tag box my tag bok is not for u all to write this type of stuff iknow who you all are please stop it or face a big consequences....
please stop messing up my tag box my tag bok is not for u all to write this type of stuff iknow who you all are please stop it or face a big consequences....
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
good news or bad news
Today is don's birthday ohh haha everything he did was put to blame by us again ..... haha but is ok la but sad thing is i did not brought him any gift yet sorry ah don....
Next thing is what i have been waitng for this week the selection for the 57th cadet officer parade once again i am selected for the parade haha worried if i would cork up in the parade ma....then the bad news is that i have to miss my lesson on 9 apr for the parade but i will try to catch up the lesson ......today's lesson was quite drain as i did not bring any paper and also miss chua did not come to class for our lesson so.... waste my 4 or 5 period being mad with don .....after school he go home wif me to change my num 4 uniform for selection haha of course cnnt miss hon yuen haha again don ganna haha ... take taxi to yck... and come back home after selection haha thats all....
signing off
chee hui
Next thing is what i have been waitng for this week the selection for the 57th cadet officer parade once again i am selected for the parade haha worried if i would cork up in the parade ma....then the bad news is that i have to miss my lesson on 9 apr for the parade but i will try to catch up the lesson ......today's lesson was quite drain as i did not bring any paper and also miss chua did not come to class for our lesson so.... waste my 4 or 5 period being mad with don .....after school he go home wif me to change my num 4 uniform for selection haha of course cnnt miss hon yuen haha again don ganna haha ... take taxi to yck... and come back home after selection haha thats all....
signing off
chee hui
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
today's hell
haizz.....todae was quite a fun filled day haha todae 5 periods free sia. first two period sianzz is the POA listen to the teacher shouting talking and nagging and time pass very slow for thsi 2 period follow by maths haizz once again i dun understand wat's the teacher talking about so....hack care dun listen try to figure it out myself.
Follow by history lesson once again another war movie this time the movie is called brotherhood.HAHA is quite nice show with bloody scence and some touching scence haha but it make us know more detail about the cold war haha.... then blah blah blah
english 3 periods free wow nth to do even when the teacher gives homework no one was doing it in the class... is always like that haha so wasting the 3 period talking to people haha the fun part comes after sch me, don and honyuen haha was mad... same thing don always ganna because of him....we all late for remedial and evertime because of him duno y ...... dun post so much le go and do my work nw ...
signing off wif madness
Follow by history lesson once again another war movie this time the movie is called brotherhood.HAHA is quite nice show with bloody scence and some touching scence haha but it make us know more detail about the cold war haha.... then blah blah blah
english 3 periods free wow nth to do even when the teacher gives homework no one was doing it in the class... is always like that haha so wasting the 3 period talking to people haha the fun part comes after sch me, don and honyuen haha was mad... same thing don always ganna because of him....we all late for remedial and evertime because of him duno y ...... dun post so much le go and do my work nw ...
signing off wif madness
Monday, March 30, 2009
30/3/09
AS usual wake up in the morning...purposely wait till 0630 then i went out to take bus lazy to go out so fast..... hoping to go to sch for some fun....
wat dissapoint me again is the attidue of my classmates i duno why ?? they just hated me so much what have i done wrong?? i am just like them i am a normal student
some of them said that i am talkative but... the fact was that thoes noise i made is productive ok... not like thoes who sit behind me all of them were noisy and pepole from other parts of the class was blamming for talking and not blamming them.
my school is full of this type of sitiuation you cannot show ur leadership talent out and u you always bening supress down by other people action.... not like outside i can lead my friends to a greater height of their studies together.
Take an example when i was working in the carrefour, me and my collegaue can work well together to achieve a greater sales and from the work experience i have learn how to control my temper and understand how people work as retail like.
To me i think that gansterlism is really a childish thing to do it in singapore. The moment gangster see any police also escape not like other usa and taiwan countries who care the police carry on fight la that is what gangster should be not like in school act like one where by u are not one.
All human beings have the right to live in this world no one can take their life aways except the mother nature.PLS dun judge a person by its book or cover dun think that this person is what as you imagnine.
having sadness signing off
cheehui
wat dissapoint me again is the attidue of my classmates i duno why ?? they just hated me so much what have i done wrong?? i am just like them i am a normal student
some of them said that i am talkative but... the fact was that thoes noise i made is productive ok... not like thoes who sit behind me all of them were noisy and pepole from other parts of the class was blamming for talking and not blamming them.
my school is full of this type of sitiuation you cannot show ur leadership talent out and u you always bening supress down by other people action.... not like outside i can lead my friends to a greater height of their studies together.
Take an example when i was working in the carrefour, me and my collegaue can work well together to achieve a greater sales and from the work experience i have learn how to control my temper and understand how people work as retail like.
To me i think that gansterlism is really a childish thing to do it in singapore. The moment gangster see any police also escape not like other usa and taiwan countries who care the police carry on fight la that is what gangster should be not like in school act like one where by u are not one.
All human beings have the right to live in this world no one can take their life aways except the mother nature.PLS dun judge a person by its book or cover dun think that this person is what as you imagnine.
having sadness signing off
cheehui
Sunday, March 29, 2009
what happen this few month...
long time nvr blog le....this few months having a very hard time for me haha januray nth happen much and feburaury haizz alot of thing happen my hand injury getting worsen went to see a doctor and was waitng for an appointment wif the specialist hope that i would have extra time for my O level.
started missing my friend... and i have also started loosing my school friends nw i onli have friends from outside which really treat me as friends they are not wat the sch ppl thinks that they are. They are nt ah beng haha they are just gd friends which i know them while i am working ....
not all ppl who smoke are gangster... sometimes the real gangster are thoes guai kia that realli study.....some times ppl jus wont appreciate what we do and what we said
For me the think i insult ppl was just for fun sometimes ppl who know me well will know that i am a big joker haha sometimes i joke around wif my insane mindsets i am nt crazy i am just thinking more deeper than other ppl...
i am living in fear as i do not know when will the ppl in sch will sae anything bad behind me again corrupt my name. these type of action is wat we called small man action haha if u think i am aimming at you srry hor this blog is my blog these thing i written i would be responsible for it .... but u do nt have the write to settle wif me outside this blog......
CHEE HUI
started missing my friend... and i have also started loosing my school friends nw i onli have friends from outside which really treat me as friends they are not wat the sch ppl thinks that they are. They are nt ah beng haha they are just gd friends which i know them while i am working ....
not all ppl who smoke are gangster... sometimes the real gangster are thoes guai kia that realli study.....some times ppl jus wont appreciate what we do and what we said
For me the think i insult ppl was just for fun sometimes ppl who know me well will know that i am a big joker haha sometimes i joke around wif my insane mindsets i am nt crazy i am just thinking more deeper than other ppl...
i am living in fear as i do not know when will the ppl in sch will sae anything bad behind me again corrupt my name. these type of action is wat we called small man action haha if u think i am aimming at you srry hor this blog is my blog these thing i written i would be responsible for it .... but u do nt have the write to settle wif me outside this blog......
CHEE HUI
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